Saturday, November 11, 2006

been awhile

so I've been gone awhile. I've had better things to do. Sue me.

This sounds really strange, but I'm kind of hoping that my parents split up soon. The love in the relationship was gone a long time ago, and I have a feeling the only reason they try to hold it together is for my brother and me. But the hate just builds and builds...then it explodes and makes everyone want to tear each others throats out. The thing is, I think that if they would just split up, they could be civil, maybe even friendly. I've accepted that it will happen, and now waiting has become the hardest part.

in case you're wondering, the above was brought on by a particularly unpleasant night yesterday.